Its been 3 months since you left me and I didnt think that I would make it. I didnt think that I would ever be able to pull myself out of our bed and start each day. You left without me being able to stop you! You left and I was broken. I never thought that I would be whole again. I never had the chance to say all the things to you that I wanted. You NEVER gave me the chance to make it right.
You did however teach me alot when you left. You taught me that I can do this on my own. I dont need you to hold my hand and make sure there are no monsters under the bed. You taught me that I'am strong and no matter what happens I can pull myself  up and begin each day and as time went on it became like it used to be. You taught me that I can be a great parent. One who can do this on her own. For all these things I say thankyou!